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Make Up your Mind Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Sunday evening, my dad had like fever with some chest pains andbecause he had had heart sugery before, my uncle came and brought him to the hospital... me included cqause my aunt told me to go and it would be very unsonly if i refused. So i went there(A&E department cause waiting in line otherwise would me a bitch), couldnt go in cause only one accompanying person was allowed, sat and stood around, playing music on my phone. Ate the sandwich from the stupid machine which gave me change of 8 bucks in coins. There were quite a few ambulances that came, but almost all carrying old people. Not like bloodied up or shot or psyco people. So boring. There was this one guy who was taking a long and what looked like a very agonizing walk towards the check in place, clutching his side. The thing is, nobody gave a damn. He could have collapsed halfway or something. Appendicitis i think. So anyways, i waited for 3 hours, then my uncle came out and said they were keeping him for observation, so we left.

On monday i was supposed to go tp to collect my assignments from richard and see if there were any suitable jobs on the notice board. While reading it, richard came by(with kee jan) and told me to tell my classmates that we were supposed to collect our stuff the next day from 3-3.30 pm, and that he'd sent and e-mail. So i asked him if mine was marked already, and he said yes, everyone's one was. then i asked if i could take it now. You know wat that bitch(other than this, he's not evil) said? "ouh, cannot, i'm going out now' and he left me there belwildered. Besides the fact that sch is 50 mins away from home, i was going ice skating the next day. Irritating. Anyways, met up with luqman and we went to watch My Super Ex-Girlfriend. It was very good. Entertaining. And i think G-Girl is the best dressed superhero ever.

Then later, my aunt called me cause my dad passed out while at the hopital vending machine, so i went to visit him. But he was ok la.

On tues me, zhi wen, charmaine, darren and marina met up at bugis and took a train to jurong east. On the way, there was this girl who was sleeping and had this odd contraption with her. It looked like a portable toilet. heheh.



So anyways, it was like this shopping centre thing and the skating rink was upstairs. The admission was quite ex, 8+(for 2 hours) and another 2+ for the skating boot rental. We got our gloves, put our stuff into our locker, put on those boots and started walkin around the edges of the rink, holding the sides. Darren was the most pro, and i had my but sticking out like a chicken most of the time. Zhi wen was the worst cause it was his 1st time. I struggled a lot... its more difficult and unstable than rollerblading, cause the latter has more traction. Then wen there was like 25 mins to go i decided to skate recklessly cause it wouldnt be fun if i didnt fall at least once. I fell twice. Then we had this walk-off, on dry land with our boots on... too bad i cant put the vid here. Then after that we went to eat and went to take neoprints. It was really hilarious. zw is gonna scan it in and send us. I'll put it up as soon as i get it.



I awoke at 8+ this morning to my aunt calling out my name in a scared voice. So i dragged myself out of bed and into the living room wher my aunt was lying down."the whole room is upside down" she said, her eyes fluttering, closing tightly and opening again, as if trying to banish a hallucination. At first i was thinkin, this is ridiculous, she must be sleep talking or something. So i was like "its not upside down" in a rather annoyed tone. But when her attempts continued, i said "just go back to sleep 1st, see how later", and i myself tried to go back to sleep but couldnt cause Jesse was makin too much noise. But i did fall asleep eventually and woke up again at 1+. I asked my aunt wat the whole drama was earlier and she said she wasnt dreaming. And its not the 1st time. I'm guessing there's something wrong with the liquids in her ear. You know when you spin around a lot, then you stop, it seems like the room is still spinning? Or maybe she's just lacking rest and her brain is tired or something. Then after that we went to my house for lunch cause my dad had come back from the hospital. Ooh and he had video clips of his heart test thingie but i dunno how to spell it.

Call me when you're sober - Evanescence

yay! evanescence is back!

Unleash the Army of Inferi Sunday, August 27, 2006

here's the results of a test i took, a dating types thing i got from joel's blog.


The Slow Dancer
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDm)


Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer.

Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive.

While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships.


Your exact opposite:
The Hornivore
Random Brutal Sex Master


ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor or The Sonnet


Once again there is a haze hanging low over good ol sg cause the stupid indonesians cant learn from mistakes and are too dim witted to not burn forests anymore. I'm not some eco-freak tree hugger but yeah, i do care for the health of our natural environment. Not that i volunteer to do stuff like tree planting or watever, i wouldnt mind tho, but i just hate these reckless acts. Its bad enough they kill their own lungs, they have to kill ours too.

Anyways, i went out yesterday with my mom and sis. Ouh and speaking of my mom, she had put on, yet more weight that there was a big bulge both above and below her waist/jeans line. She has got to stop using tight clothes and realise she's almost 40. anyways... Yay i got the zara t-shirt i wanted, paid for by my mom of course. It costs like my 1 week's allowance, so i most probably wouldnt have gotten it if i had to pay for it myself. But i'm lovin it. Cant wait to use it. Then we went to watch Barnyard which was, at most, amusing. What i found disturbing was that the male cows had udders. Wait, male cows are bulls rite? the ones that get mad if you wave the red cloth in front of them?(i know thats a lie, cause firstly, the bull is mad cause it has many spears sticking into it, and its color blond so its prolly the movement that makes it charge). Ah wadev. Mammals arent my area of expertise.

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Is It a Wind-Up? Friday, August 25, 2006

I've been havin quite a few weird dreams since break started. Maybe cause i sleep more.

One was wher i was staying at this really high apartment, condo i think. The walls were all white and pale beige. I walked over to the balcony overlooking the city. Then in the sky was this aeroplane, sailing along and suddenly it nose dived, and started spiralling downwards. It crash-landed rignt in the middle of town. People came running out of the wreck. And in a very un-me fashion, i ran downstairs to help the victims, who had somehow, reached my block and were all running hysterically. Thats it.

Another was richard wee gave us this group assignment to do. And if a member didnt participate to do the final work, he would have to do some very bitchy punishment(i forgot wat it was exactly). Well, we had all finished like 2 hours before submission time, quite unsatisfactorily though, so i took my bike(i dont have one in real life) and went somewhere to get something(my memories of dreams are very vague). But then on the journey back, i was chased by this bike gang that i couldnt lose. And by the time i got back to school, i saw the last member of my group presenting a whole different project piece to richard. They must have did a whole new one while i was gone. So i explained to him wat exactly had happened. And he said that even though he accepted my explanation, i still had to do the punishment. I woke up pissed.

This is by far the weirdest. I went for a very exclusive field-trip to a space station on the moon. It was very small and lacked much technology tho. But while there i had a premonition, flashes of an alien race and a huge beastly warrior. Supposedly the aliens were gonna abduct wen hao(who supposedly has a secret identity as some powerful ninja or something) and force him to fight that warrior. Then i met up with him at school and there was this girl who kept taunting him. Like she booed and tsked every small thing he did wrong. Then wen the lesson was over, she was making another smart remark. I walked over to her and said something like stop being all bitchy, you're not the only girl who has pms. Then i was about to follow wen hao to see him get abducted(yes, i didnt plan anything to stop it from happening) but then i woke up cause the stupid neighbor kids were making such an effing big ruckus outside my window. I seriously felt like blasting their heads off with a shotgun.

I realised that since i love my phone more than my Jadis(dont get me wrong, she's dead useful) i should also name it. Nevone.(pronounced nayv-own) Ok that was random.

Anyways, yesterday i went to sec school thinking that sy was gonna be repainting his great granma but he didnt that bitch. So we just slacked a lot, looking at the poor boys who were rushing to do their o'level coursework(i remember that stressful time last year). We found out that dora lee had fallen and is now stayin with her mother. I suggested that maybe a student from her new school pushed her. Who knows, it could be possible, knowing her.... hahah. Then ms chew showed us a pic of her in this weird yoga pose. i only realised how difficult it was till i tried it.


notice the perfect form... blah blah


its nearly impossible to get my legs straight. balance was also difficult.

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Agapanthuses Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Well, all i've been doing for the past two days is sleeping and reading... and of course television. So far HP6 hasnt been as exciting as i had hoped... but i still have quite a few more chapters to go so we'll see how it progresses. I still havent done any of the things on my agenda... just so you know.

On monday i went to school to pass dilys her present, then went to town with sy, which was laboriously tiring cause he kept circling and circling round far east plaza(ouh and we saw shannon on the way there), and then circling sumore after discovering that he lost his file and in the end i ended up buying HIS birthday present even though his birthday is in over a month's time. thats more slutty than me la. And sy, remember, you owe me 10 bucks.

Then yesterday i went to drop by nat n mark(c) n raziz n wen hao n carmen's chalet at costa sands sentosa. A pretty long journey there i must say. So wen i got there they asked if i brought swim gear, cause they were just gonna go do that. But i said no, and i'll just watch. So mark lent me his shorts adn we waited for nat and carmen to get back from the shop, but then they took super long cause the 7-11 was far away so we went to the pool 1st, then to the beach wen the 2 came back. But then they decided to meet up with some other tp people there, 80% of which i didnt know. Anyways, we swam to one of the small islands but raz was too scared to come, we clombed the rocks and got told off by a lifeguard. So unbaywatch-ish. Then i just skulked around alone for quite some time cause like i was paiseh to mix around with the unknown ppl. Then we went back to the room, showered, and by the time i started eating the cup noodles, gastritis had already set in on me. I've been havin it a lot lately. And i think the tom yum flavour was a bad idea cause even though i was full, i felt acidy. Haiz. Yeah, so i left the place bout 9.45, and tho everyone was already in the room eating, nat and mark were still chattin in the pool. I am so positive that they're on the brink of bein a couple, if they arent already. Anyways, i had to walk down this rather deserted creepy road to the bus stop, but you know, i was singing the whole was so it wasnt too bad. The journey home took quite long tho.

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Puppy Dog Eyes Friday, August 18, 2006

Wat am i doing. Isnt it enough that i have her as her friend for now? Why am i hoping something will happen? Am i that much of an egoist... to think she'll like me perhaps, eventually? I mean if its supposed to happen, i guess it does happen, but hows that supposed to work out if she's so far away? I'm not like some orlando bloom or anything who can make girls swoon. So, so far from that. But all i can offer is my personality. But i feel that i cant even show her that. I dont think she even likes me as a friend that much. Coming from 10 years in boys schools does not help one bit. I mean i thought i would know girls, at least to some extent cause i live with my aunt an her 2 daughters, one of which has migrated. But like i thought, hearing those rants would give me some insight. I'm not given opportunities to wow her and yet i feel that if i try, i might be like forcing her to like me or something, and everyone knows, forced stuff never works out.

There's so much about her i dont know, heavens, even her surname. But if she's so reluctant to step into opportunities to let me get to know her, how do i do anything? I mean its not that its like love at 1st sight or anything, but like she's, i dunno. I dunno what it is that attracts me. I dont mean like her appearance, but like what do i feel that attracts me? Is it merely liking? or lust? or the potential that it could turn out to be a beautiful relationship? She has quite a few endearing qualities. But yet again, i still dont know her enough. What makes her laugh(a lot of things from wat i see), angry or cry? Wat are her likes, dislikes, hobbies? Has she ever been attatched? If so wat was he like and why they broke up.

Maybe i'm trying to rush things cause i fear she might fall for someone else before i even have the chance. I'm taking such baby steps and even then, she's resistant. Ergh. Too complicated. The lack of sleep is not helping. I mean even if i was well rested, i wouldn't be able to lift the obscuring fog off this situation. I just hope something brings us together. I mean its not like i want to marry her or anything, i just want a deeper relationship with someone you know? ergh, I'm such a dweeb.

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10:42 PM

Pre-Contained Schizophrenia

Yay, today was the last day of the 1st semester. But of course the week leading up to it was totally busy. 3 irritating assignments. Didnt go out last weekend. There were some screw-ups along the way. And i didnt sleep yesterday. Yes. Not even a minute of sleep. I've been awake for over 38 hours now. I was surprised at my perkiness in the morning, considering the situation, although i was rather pissed in the bus today. 1st was that my foot got squashed by the door against the steps when it opened. Very painful. My foot looked disfigured. Hope my shoe didnt sustain any damages. Then there was this stupid indian guy who kept pushing me with his fat bag and always holding the bar almost directly above me, exposing his armpits. i almost puked at the stench. I mean i already felt nauseous from the lack of sleep and that was soo not helping. Anyways, i didnt really like VisCo cause a lot of it was abstract stuff and thats not my style. But ah well, at least i know i passed unlike SOME ppl who, out of the 15 sessions, only comes once.

In the glee that i have that i can finally catch up on sleep properly and dont have to stretch myself so thin to complete loads of assignments. And no pun intended, its just an expression. Speakin of which, i lost 1 of the 2 kg i gained over the last 3 blocks. Dunno how. Havent been exercising. I need to start jogging again. But more frequent, say 3 times a week? But its also not so gleeful that i wont be seeing all the wackos in my class for like the next, i'm assuming 6 weeks. But i think we will be going out sometimes perhaps. But many will work i think. i also wan, but a temp one like 1-2 weeks.

It seems like i've changed clique. From wenhao's gang to charmaine, zhi wen, darren, and marina. Its not like wen hao they all arent nice people, but its just that the conversation topics that they usually pick are rather dry or bewildering to me. I cant stand the amount of dota they talk about and wen hao is the biggest culprit. After a few lunches with the new bunch, i find it a lot more entertainig. Like today, we were taking slutty photos with a toilet plunger char found. I didnt know zw is so on. haha. I think angelina and gang used to be a part of this group too but somehow they dont hang out as much anymore. Angelina's gang is also very exciting with xp and clara and etc. Talking about the most random stuff under the sun and its so utterly crappy that its superly hilarious. I'm amazed that girls heads are filled with as much stupid rubbish as guys too. But they're still more complicated. So anyways, my new clique are going ice skating next week. Yay! such an interesting outing for a change compared to the usual movie or window shopping.

Hmm, during the holidays i must learn photoshop(not like absolutely everything la, just stuff that could help me in my future assignments, i'm still an old-fashioned kinda guy), i wanna work at least a week, i gotta design some t-shirts for my dad, design my own t-shirts which i was supposed to do BEFORe sch started but well..., do some portraits of relatives and exercise more. Of course there's gonna be lots of going out in between. Heheh. But i'm mostly grateful for the sleep. Which is what i'm about to do now. End my 39-hour wake marathon. zzz...

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Hours of Desperation Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Happy National day ppl! Ouh wadev.

Went out on saturday with balqis and nuraini. we were supposed to meet at 12 at orchard mrt but nur only woke up at 11. So i and bal met up first for lunch then met up with nur later. We went to zara 1st and i saw this t-shirt that was sooo hot. I'm gonna make my mom get it for me cause that day i was only supposed to get a pants or a bag. Girls being girls, stopped at a lot of shops but to be fair they waited for me to get my stuff too. OUh and i got this pair of really hot shades from forever 21. And they're only 11 bucks!

Then we walked around far east plaza and i got the pinstripe pants i had seen sometime ago. Yay. Then we went to play pool at lucky plaza, bal didnt join in cause she felt paiseh. I was beaten like 3 out of 4 games, although it was really close. Hey, nur had a lot more experience at it. That was only like my third time.

We had dinner at pizza hut at centrepoint. 3/4 of the time they played reggaeton songs and the other 1/4 of the time was rnb or hip hop. And it was real loud. Me and bal were irritated. Nur was elated.
We bought that new pizza with the little grubs full of cheese all around it. It was pretty good. And by the end of that day i was pretty broke, cause after that we went to taka cause i wanted to get dilys a B'day present.

Then on monday i went to meet sy and gang to watch movie. I thought it would be lake house but we went to plaza sing to watch click instead. It turned out much better than expected. Out of the 7 of us, 5 cried, even the guys... but i guess you cant count sy and sean paul... those sissies. Hahah jk. It was like wat la, i knew there was gonna be a happy ending so no point cryin over it. It was pretty sad tho. And funny too. And why is it that adam sandler and rob shneider like cameo-ing in each other's movies? Next in line is my super ex-girlfriend and the devil wears prada. Hope i still have enough cash to straighten my hair after that.

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Listen to the Tintinnabulations Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Scrap wat i said in the previous post. I had a great birthday. I mean it was pleasant at the very least. I met up with luqman, daniel and lynne. I mean Dan&Lynne. You know, together. Heheh. After lunch at kfc, we went up to book a room at that rental place at cine. Cause like the movie i wanted to see dun have; Frostbite. Anyway, the soonest a room would be free was 3 but it was only lik2 2.10 so we walked around and took neoprints. Yes, very gay i know but it was my birthday and i havent done it since like 11.


and they had props too...haha

We watched 'she's the man'. It was quite funny. Amanda bynes is comical. And the catfight was spectacular. Hahah. Then after that i thought we were like going home or something but we just like wandered around, D&L somewhat purposefully. We arrived at Swensens so i thought we were like gonna have ice cream. So we like sat down, then luq and lynne went somewher. Then wen dan left the table too, i knew something fishy was going on. I had an idea wat was happening but i didnt want to get my hopes up unnecessarily. So wen they go back, they asked me wat i wanted to order so i got the milkshake, just in case my gut was wrong. But well, the cake did come, ice-cream, with 7 small candles and one big one. Yup i was happy, but a little like... i dunno, guilty? cause they were like paying it and i didnt. But i was mostly elated. So yeah.


the cake


This was us

Then at night i had dinner with my family at this kopitiam-ish place and the lamb chops were surprisingly good. But they had like a lot of fat so i joked that they lipoed it from that obese waitress that served us.


i know, totally gross

After that at home was a rather quick cake cutting thingie, this chocolate cake that my cuz ordered from mariott. But the thing is, even though i love chocolate, i dont like chocolate cake and i'm rather impartial to chocolate ice cream. So yeah... i didnt eat any of it.

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