I shall not use another title to signify an end....
Friday, October 21, 2005
OK, so this is probably like the last post i'm gonna do untill like late november. So yeah, in a month it'll all be over. But the start of this ominous event that is gonna happen is loomin closer and i dont feel like i can conquer it. It makes me, i dunno, want to prepare but when it actually comes to doin it, my drive just drives away. And it makes me even more scared seein many like sittin in school and doin work like mad. Ok, gotta shed off this reluctant skin. Gotta work as hard as jerrold. hahah. I gotta work so hard, put so much effort and brainwork into this that after the 18th of nov, i'll be a complete bimbo for at least 2 months.
Morbidity Exposed
7:23 PM
Finale
Friday, October 14, 2005
School's out. There ain't gonna be any this kind of school anymore. These days of immature maturity is over. So many things i miss. So many things i'm Glad to leave behind. And many more things to look forward to.
Well today, after a very uneventful, cold and ear-piercing chem intensive lesson, we had the farewell assembly where many teachers sang. Too bad chem yeo didnt solo, if not sure laugh. Brought the cam to school to compile memories of the last day. Its weird that i didnt feel anything just now but now there's a trace of sadness. OK, so i'll still see everyone again next week and durin the O's, but a way of life has ended. Yah, but bloody hell, when want to take the whole class photo, the effed cam battery flat. So we ask jerrold to use his 6680. I ask him to send me already. Ouh and Joanna and chua wore the same outfit. So we had the autograph space behind the programme, got a few ppl to sign, signed a few, wrote like damn long paragraph for dan and even longer for sy. So dun expect a letter at grad dinner ar sy.
Well, after rushing like mad and makin the art room like a war zone, i finished my art. But it was a fake deadline. the real one is in 3 days time. so i gotta do touch ups. We marked each other's work. Tak lung was the most debated over. ANd through this i feel that tak lung is real stubborn and immature. As in not as developed mentally. Not as in retarded or stupid, nothing to do with studies but with other stuff. Very difficult to describe la. chua says he's really stressed but tell me, who effing isnt right now? Anyway i got an 83, an A2. Need to make some adjustments so that the distinction is really in the bag. OUh and sy beat iven, 90 to 89. Hahah,
Morbidity Exposed
8:16 PM
Last Lap
Sunday, October 02, 2005
OK, so the prelims are over. And i dont think my grades are anything to be proud of. Failed math...even by 2 marks, and 2 marks more to an A2 for chem. hope i can at least get 1 distinction...for english, waitin for the results of paper 1. And geaog is such an effed up subject, you can study and still do badly...and so is my malay. L1r5 is 24. Gotta get it down to at least 20 or 18 for the O's.
So i had two days of enjoyment. And its gonna be the last two days before like 2 months of mugging and stress and crap. And its gonna be a rush of a mix of art for the deadline on the 13th and shreds of other subjects. Haiz... just when i thought life couldnt get any worse.
Anyway, yesterday after chem prac, went with jeremy to give him fashion advice on what to wear at grad dinner. He'd alredy picked out a casual blazer, so i sent him in and out the fitting room like 3 times to get a whole matching look. It was a peach and beige stripe shirt with beige pants and his black blazer la. But he only bought the latter. The rest he was gonna salvage from what he already had.
Then today was supposed to go Escape with 2 cuzzins, but because of the rain, went to watch dark water. Quite good but not that scary. One of my cuzz cried coz got sad endin. Then went walk walk and window shop and i discovered that the stuff at zara is not much more ex than topman. So at the end of the day, i have fully decided on what i'm gonna wear for grad dinner. But not gonna disclose it here. Ok, so many people have a general idea but i'm gonna do something to stand out. Thats me, always tryin to be different.
Morbidity Exposed
9:51 PM