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Muddled Thoughts and Muddy Shorts Friday, March 17, 2006

So i woke up and went sleepily to the kitchen. Somehow... almost all my realtives were there, walking around seemingly busy, sometimes shooting glances at me. Then my father comes to me and relates to me that i have liukemia(is that how its spelled?) Ok, i somehow know that he's not kidding. What i would have expected myself to have done was sob uncontrollably that my life would me over quite soon. But no. I just felt kinda weird. I was like, ok, i'm gonna die... how am i gonna spend my remaining time. Its like i wanted to cry but i couldnt. Cause there was no use. My fate was sealed.

Then i went to school, unintentionally met this malay prefect i used to know, um... forgot his name. Anyway, there was some assembly thing in the hall, and he just like went up on stage, took a mike and this is wat he said. "All the muslim boys will you come out plaese and help pray for hanif here... he has liukemia. I was like WHAT!? how the hell did he know? Did my dad like inform everyone i ever came in contact with or wat? So like a dozen guys came out, along with some old malay teacher, and we went to some very secluded corner of the school and started like talking and stuff. I forgot exactly wat we talked about. So anyway, they said a short prayer and i left.

Then i went to the hospital for a check up, and my parents were told to wait outside the examination room. The doc was like in his mid thirties, asked me to lie down on that uncomfortable thing that's supposed to be a bed that you find in most doctor's offices. And wen he was at my side, he took out a knife and actually tried to kill me! As if my life wasn't already ending quickly enough. So there was this whole drama of me scraming around the room screaming like a maniac and knocking stuff over, and the psycho chasing me. Then i woke up.

Eyhes. It was a dream. Gotcha didnt i? I mean it seemed really real to me too. My aunt says it has some hidden meaning. I'm scared to think what that mignt be.

Anyways... there was another one. I was in this really small art class, the windows were all shut and the place looked slightly dark. Then rang this siren thingie and i was like 'no way could there be a bombing now'. And i was right, except that the ground started to shake real violently, things started falling, and suddenly the whole room tipped over and started rolling... like downhill or something. So like the windows kept shattering and i was like running from one end of the room, to the surface of the wall, and across the ceiling, and then it stopped rolling, but continued sliding and when it finally stopped, i went outside and found myself in this kampongish place. Sandy roads, scattered houses in the distance. Then i went to this toilet-ish looking place cause i like needed to pee like real badly. Then this guy comes to me, his wife and two children waiting at the 'toilet' entrance. And he tells me that i cant pee here cause this place is only for doing ablution(that ritual wash-up before prayer). So i asked where i could find a toilet and he told me there were none. So i asked him "so you expect me to pee at the bushes?" And he said yes, in a way that said that it was the most obvious and accepted thing to do. There was this tall dustbin in front of me so i said like..." so this is the bush right? and all i gotta do is..." as i started unzipping my pants and was almost gonna pee on the bin, but eyeing the wife, i just zipped up and left, pissed.

Eyhes. I have weird dreams as a refelction of my weird personality.

On a lighter note, my wardrobe for poly is complete! Down to my socks. Whee. I've bought 2 black t-shirts with designs on the front. One green zara tee with metal studs that i made my mom get for me. Two plain white t-shirts that i've yet to draw and paint on. A pair of sexy sunglasses. A pair of torn jeans. A pair of black converses and a pair of shoes that i got bata today.(i know that sounds horrible, but i'm not a brand whore) And 2 pairs of ankle socks. Yay. Of course thats not all i'm gonna wear. I also have existing peices, so these are just add-ons.