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Butterfly Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Here's this really cheesy obituary i found day before yesterday...a poem

Twelve months have passed
Since you have left us.
Without a word, without a tear
My darling dear
I never believed that it is true
That i am still living without you
Why are my eyes red?
Why am i alone in bed?
The tears i cried have dried
But i survive,
Telling me that life must go on.

He should have just written what he meant and felt...cause he's a whorrible poet. Anyways, today i was so pissed with my dad even though he wasnt home cause he didnt pay my school fees. Cause like he closed our GIRO account. Anyways, Daphne called me to tell me that if i dont get it paid, i wont get my results. Like aaron would say "the hell!" Yea, so i trooped all the way to sch to pay my fees, then met BC and wen sy house to watch a dvd... dreamcatcher. Stupid movie cause it like has nothing to do with the title. Although the alien in one of its forms was cute... in a demented sorta way. And the good alien is so retarded.

Sg idol auditions are this saturday. I wish i could join. 1 reason why i cant, 2 reasons that make it seem undesirable. The reason i cant is cause my dad and aunt dont allow me. I mean they're as against me joining as they are against me smoking...not that i would ever try the latter. Ok, so i get that muslims arent supposed to entertaim but its just like a competition you know? And my dad has a theory that going into the entertainment business makes you gay or something. Ok, first reason why i'm not so intent on going is how long i have to queue to actually get into the auditions, and the second reason is that i dont think i'm good enough anyway. I mean sure, i won the sch talentime 3 yrs in a row but thats nothing compared to this. And i have such a small vocal range. Ok, so maybe all i can do is make it through only the 1st round but other than that, zilch.

Valentine's day is next week. Its like the only day of the year that i hate being single. I mean its so crap la. I have like never been on a date, what less have a relationship. I mean ok, you have your best friends, but having like a partner is different. Except maybe if my best friend was a girl. But still its different. Haiz. I'll have to find some way to lift my mood on that day. Hmm, maybe a bachelor party or and all singles outing. Lets see how it turns out.