Movies in the Mind
Friday, July 15, 2005
Well, that day i had the thrill of disturbing Dora in the morning.I was sittin outside elaine's class, waiting for that slowpoke, when Dora walked pass. She was wearing this very bright lipstick. So i said "Wah, mam. So pretty today!" Hahah. She started to make that twisted smile but stopped and straightened her face. Internal conflict.
Anyways i happened to become the centre of attention on thursday. OK, so it was mornin assembly, and JK was ramblin on as usual about discipline crap, this time it was grooming. So when he said "check your friends" or something to that effect, i turned and mimicked pickin lice off chun's hair. Aparently, JK saw me and asked me to come down. SO after assembly ended, he told me crap that was basically 'this is not serious shit, but i'm gonna punish you anyway. it'll make you a better person, blah blah blah' So he made me do 20 push-ups in fron of everyone, luckily most were not lookin. I was mortified. I didnt even think i could do 3. But i managed all. Chun told me later that some of the class was clappin from the 7th level. Aww. Anyways, a lot of ppl i know started askin my why, and asanul kept pissin me off by imitatin push ups. Hey, at least i get recognised for somethin macho. Hahah. as if. Ouh, and yay, i'm 2 kg heavier.
I wonder. How different dreams are from people to people. I mean the sleep dreams, not ambitions. Like Dan's dreams are mastly very realistic, as in you can't distinguish it from everyday life, and are usually quite short.. You could call it normal, or you could call it boring.
Whenever i try explainin whtever i can remember of my dreams, they are always weird. They would never happen in real life. But yet, when i'm in them, they feel so real. They come in damn long storylines, sometimes only stopped by waking. I dream of strange places i have never seen before. Even familiar surroundings are distorted, but are taken to be real. Like i dreamt the school bathroom was as big as the hall, covered in marble and had those old roman pillars. It was cool. And in the dream, it was taken to be the usual. I've dreamt of being headless, being chased by a werewolf, being royalty in a distant future of credit card sized cameras, watchin bangladeshi workers spar playfully with sickles and were left limbless. Its like i have an entertainment system in my head, haha.
Not forgetting Ryan. He's somewhat like an imaginary friend, but only ever appeared in 2 dreams. He's from china, and filthy rich, i mean he arrived in a private helicopter, had a limo... In the 1st dream, We had a lot of fun, adventures and mishaps, includin the drama with the old hotel elevator. He became my best friend. Unfortunately he had to go back to china. I remember going into his vacant hotel room and finding a green and white toothbrush that he'd left behind.
Then in the second dream, he came back, and i remember sitting at the edge of a building, overlookin a lighted swimming pool at night, and we talked and talked on for hours. I even showed him the toothbrush i kept. After another few adventures(i'm generalising cause i only remember parts of my dreams), he had to go back cause his grandma was sick. i await his return.
Morbidity Exposed
10:15 PM